Janine and Tina moved out today. Our house is emptier and emptier. I will be there through Thursday and then leave on Friday morning for Ohio.
It really hit me as I came home tonight that life as I knew it is over. It was depressing to walk into the empty condo. There is no life left in it. Everything that made it a home is gone.
I will miss Tina’s smiling face asking me how my day was.
I will miss Janine yelling Marrrrti as I walk in the door.
I will miss Tina mooching food from me. LOL. It really was endearing, after a while 🙂
I will miss all the girl conversations with Janine, about really inappropriate and personal topics. LOL.
I will miss living with peers, in the same stage of life with me.
I will miss having them to debrief my day/dates/people with.
I will miss the sense of home we created together.
I will miss sitting at the kitchen eat-in yakking about anything and everything with them.
I will miss their generous hospitality. Everyone was always welcome at our house.
We are all so amazingly different. Sometimes I’m shocked one of us didn’t die and then there are those moments when it just worked. Maybe same sex roommates are a prep for marriage. Who knows. I do know that I learned so much from them this year. I was so blessed to be able to share a house with them.
So thank you Janine and Tina for helping to shape and mold me. You will forever be apart of me and I’m so glad that you’ll always be in my life somehow.
I heard today that living with roommate(s) of the same sex is excellent training for marriage.
Apparently how we conducted ourselves and live in relationship with members of the same gender will help us get ready for living with a spouse. Now that seems counter intuitive to popular wisdom. Normally couples think they should live together to test-drive the relationship. However, that is just playing house?
Why does same-sex relationships more approximate marriage than cohabitation?
It seems that when living with a same-sex (non-sexual) roommate you are forced to learn to communicate, adjust, and be respectful without adding a sexual component. By eliminating the male/female dynamic of flirtation and traditional gender roles you are forced to define a clearer view of self as you interact with others. So your roommates don’t care if you look cute in your little black dress you still have to wash your own dishes. If your roommates tell you to clean up your stuff it isn’t a nagging girlfriend, you are instead learning to be responsible.
Roommates also approximate families yet force us to grow beyond simply what has always been done. We learn to identify patterns of behavior and traditions learned from our chilhoods and how that plays well with others or not. For me it also pointed out that I’m a lot more like my mom than I thought. As I interacted with others I learned new patterns of interaction that helped me grow and stretch.
So how we conduct ourselves with our same sex roommates will determine, in part, how we operate with our spouses. Do we have clear boundaries? Are we able to communicate needs and expectations? How accountable and responsible are we?
For me one of the steepest learning curves has been conflict. I do not deal well with it and try to avoid it at all costs. I had one roommate situation where we prided ourselves on the fact that we never fought. However, I have since realized that we weren’t really interacting in an authentic fashion.
When we can successfully navigate through conflict to resolution we are building intimacy with another person. When confrontation is done and a successful reconciliation is achieved there is a sense of accomplishment. It helps prove those both parties that the relationship is strong and able to withstand circumstance. If the relationship is never tested it will remain immature.
What better place to learn this than with peers of the same gender. Very interesting food for thought.