I spoke with my mentor teacher tonight about the school situation and he is going to champion my cause and try to help me. I should have gone to him first, instead of last.
But part of the problem is that I don’t know what I want. What’s new right?
Part of me wants to quit school. I honestly don’t remember why I’m there and what in the world I’m going to do with it. I have a bachelor’s degree I don’t really use, why do I need a master’s that collects dust? I know, I know education is never a waste. Lord knows I’m not a stellar student. I always manage to pull it off in the end and have somehow managed to keep my grades up, but I am not the poster child they’ll be calling on for quotes to put in the brochure.
Part of me wants me to stay and finish. I only have seven more classes for heaven sakes. Just be done already.
Part of me just wants to crawl back in bed with my furry new scarf and watch movies.
For now, I just have to wait. I hate waiting.